Well, lets talk about the same old teenage angst that most people experienced when they were in their adolescence.

'Mom doesn't allow me to get home after midnight', 'Dad disapproves me to mix with friends who drink',  'Mom hates it each time i tried to reason things out in an amiable manner and sees it as an act of defiance', 'Dad cuts off my phone line when the bill's rising,' 'Mom stops providing me allowance for any acts of rebellion' etc. and the list just goes on and on. 

Each time such an occurrence happened, i would reflect on myself and try to put myself in their shoes. Sometimes i would admit that i've done wrong. However, i just can't seem to agree with the way they handled things. Stealing away what's already given to me just because i've supposedly defied their orders. It naturally makes me wonder whether it is something i can do when i'm upset about something they did.

One thing about having parents like mine, you got to know that the moment you open your mouth when they are admonishing you, whether or not you've a dulcet voice or try to have one at that time, you are being labelled as a defiant. Once they try to upbraid you, there's no way you can win so it's best to be mute no matter how wronged you feel deep down. That's how things are under the my roof. 

The amusing thing is, sometimes you may think that as long as you listen to them, you'll never spark off any tongue-lashing sessions which makes you just wanna switch-off (since you can't dispute). In the end, even when you think that you've been a good girl, in their eyes, once you've been black listed as a defiant, you'll forever be one, for eternity. So means, whether you are right or wrong, as long as it can be found in their long list of 'no's, you're dead meat. 

Something that i remember from young is that as long as you've done something wrong, it's only right to apologise. But parents don't seem to be educated that way. Who are you to talk about pride when you're in the wrong? I simply don't understand why are they acting as if they're never wrong even when the mistakes are so blatantly obvious that even a toddler could tell that it's wrong!

So you see, i've no idea what's right or wrong anymore. What's right now, could be what they deem as right and not what is truly justifiable by the majority. I only hate myself for not being able to get used to such twisted treatment when i am at the age of 20. SIGH. Yes, it is a deep long sigh.

Anyway, i've just watched Glee Ep.17 and it's really amazing. Oh, and i'm now a new fan of Basshunter:)))

Cheers.